
D. E. Larsen, DVM
I tried to be impartial with my patients. But Bob was definitely special, and to be honest, one of my favorites.
Bob wasn’t much to look at. He was a true mutt. Looked like a cross between a spaniel and a corgi, with maybe a little coyote thrown in for good measure. His short legs looked out of place on his body. A gnarled right ear and a left ear that stood up gave him a lopsided appearance. His right eye was present, but the lids were so scarred that you had to look closely for the eyeball. His legs and shoulders were also marred with scars, telling of a rough early life.
To Howard, Bob had become his reason for existence since his wife, Dorothy, had passed away a few years ago. I never saw Howard without Bob by his side. It didn’t matter where, in the clinic or around town.
Today, Bob was sitting between Howard’s legs when I entered the exam room.
“What’s up with Bob today?” I asked as I reached down and scratched Bob’s gnarled right ear. This was my regular greeting for Bob. He would press his head against my hand to acknowledge the greeting.
“He is getting so arthritic anymore, he can hardly get around,” Howard said. “I have to lift him into and out of my pickup, and he can’t do stairs at home. If you need to look at him today, Doc, I was hoping you could do it on the floor. I don’t think he can get comfortable on that table.”
“How old do you figure Bob is getting to be?” I asked. “Looking at his record, we just have a guess for a birthdate. It says late 1960s.”
“I don’t know that I can get closer than that,” Howard said. “He was full-grown when he staggered up to our old house on the river. And I think we moved out of that house before the son graduated from high school. And that was 1968. He was a real mess then, Doc. I always figured he must have been in a fight with a coyote, but who knows. That was before you came to town. I couldn’t get anyone to look at him, so I just did the best I could. He lived, but all the scars and his ear just added character to him.”
“So it is possible that he was born in 1965,” I said. “That means he could be pushing twenty.”
“I know, Doc,” Howard said, looking down at Bob. “He can’t last forever. However, I’ve heard that you have a new medicine that helps these old dogs. If we can help him, I want to do that. If not, I don’t want him to suffer like he is doing now.”
“The problem is these old dogs just don’t live long enough,” I said. “And their bodies give out before their heart most of the time. I have an injection that is used in horses for pain and inflammation. It’s not approved for dogs, but many veterinarians are using it in special cases. It might be something we could try on Bob.”
“Do you think it is safe, Doc?” Howard asked.
“It is safe for horses,” I said. “And works wonders in many cases. It is called Banamine. It is a class of drugs we haven’t had access to before. There are risks involved. It is hard on the kidneys and can cause some gut problems. I haven’t used it on a dog, but if we are talking about making Bob feel better or putting him to sleep, it might be something to try.”
“Kidneys and gut are two pretty important things, Doc,” Howard said. “I don’t know, Bob doesn’t need to be a guinea pig in his last days. Maybe we will go home and spend some special time while I come to grips with what needs to be done.”
“The choice is a hard one, Howard,” I said. “I see all sorts of things, some good and some not so good. The best advice I can give is it is better to be a day too soon rather than a day too late.”
“When I make the decision, Doc, I’m not going to be able to do it,” Howard said. “Can I send my son?”
“Howard, we will do anything you want,” I said. “I could come out to the house if you want.”
“No, Bob enjoys coming here and getting his ear rubbed,” Howard said. “I will just send him with my son, and he can stay with him. That will work the best.”
Howard scooped Bob up and carried him out the door, too upset to worry about the bill at this point. He carefully put him on the passenger seat.
***
It was three days later when Howard’s son brought Bob into the clinic for euthanasia. After he had finished the paperwork, Sandy ushered him and Bob into the exam room.
Harold was holding Bob in his arms when I stepped into the exam room.
“Dad wanted me to stay with Bob for this thing we are doing today,” Harold said. “But Doc, I can’t do it. Can you tell Dad that I stayed?”
“That’s fine, Harold,” I said. Bob and I are old friends, he will be fine with me today. We just won’t say anything. You can just hand him to me and leave.”
“Dad is pretty broken up,” Harold said. “Bob has been his whole life since Mom passed. Do you think I should get him another pup?”
“Some dogs can’t be replaced,” I said. “I think you just let your Dad make that decision.”
Harold left, and with Ruth’s help, and with me scratching his ear, Bob peacefully drifted off.
***
It was less than two weeks later when I noticed Howard in the reception area. He was holding a small Cocker Spaniel who looked like she had missed a few meals. I stepped out front to see how he was doing.
“Howard, I am not surprised to see you, but this pup is a little bit of a surprise,” I said.
“I just dropped by to make an appointment for next week,” Howard said. “I will have my check by then so I can give you some money.”
“Who do you have here?” I asked as I reached out and scratched the pup’s right ear. She leaned against my hand as I rubbed.
“This little gal just walked up our lane and made herself at home,” Howard said. “Not unlike what Bob did so many years ago. She looked like she hadn’t eaten in a week or two. I just couldn’t send her away.”
“That’s great, Howard,” I said. “It is probably just what you need since Bob is gone.”
“Yes, she definitely fills a big void,” Howard said. “Actually, I think Dorothy sent her.”
“What are you going to name her?” Sandy asked.
“I have been calling her Dot,” Howard said. “That’s what I always called Dorothy, when it was just the two of us.”
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